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Friday, August 27, 2010

WHY DO I DO THAT?

I love to write, whether it be in my personal journals, here on the blog, or on scraps of paper. I love to dance. I love to sing, I love to play the piano. I love to make videos. I love to photograph about everything.

But, what happens is that the things I love don't get done because, though they now make it on my list of "to do", I do the things that I don't love first. Why do I do that? The things, that when I die, won't matter that they got done are the things that crowd out what makes me feel full, most free, thrilled to be alive. There is no time left to do what I love because of my pattern of daily behavior.

Why do I do that?

Here's a little thing I did that is part of those things I love.
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IF WE ONLY HAVE LOVE ~ QUAND ON A QUE L'AMOUR from ilovemylifesblog on Vimeo.


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NOTE: I don't know what is going on with the internet. I don't think it is my computer. My videos aren't loading on the blog, Facebook is haywire, my emails won't load....you get the idea. So, you may have to click on the video link to see it, until the internet feels better.

Recorded at home with very minimal knowledge of Apple's Garage Band. No sound editing. Roland FP-4 keyboard. External microphone used for keyboard and vocal.

Lyrics

If we only have love
then tomorrow will dawn
and the days of our years
will rise on that morn'

if we only have love
to embrace without fears
we will kiss with our eyes
we will sleep without tears

if we only have love
with our arms open wide
then the young and the old
will stand at our side

if we only have love
love that's falling like rain
then the parch desert Earth
will grow green again

if we only have love
for the hymn that we shout
for the song that we sing
then we'll have a way out

If we only have love
we can reach those in pain
we can heal all our wounds
we can use our own names

if we only have love
we can melt all the guns
and then give the new world
to our daughters and sons

if we only have love
then Jerusalem stands
and then death has no shadow
there are no foreign lands

if we only have love
we will never bow down
we'll be tall as the pines
neither heroes nor clowns

if we only have love
then we'll only be men
and we'll drink from the grail
to be born once again
then with nothing at all
but the little we are
we'll have conquered all time,
all space,
the sun
and the stars

~ For Jacques and Claudette of France ~

Song composed by Jacques Brel.
Keyboard and vocal: Sandra Hammel

Video and photos by Sandra Hammel
in Newport, Rhode Island, USA
Narragansett Bay, Brenton Cove, Eastons Beach (statue), Newport (Pell) Bridge, opening with hollyhocks blooming along a sidewalk of a Newport Street .

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Heath Ledger had a musician friend, Ben Harper. Below is Ben Harper's "band".

These young people have no problem following their passions, apparently
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Fistful of Mercy from Fistful of Mercy on Vimeo.


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Fistful of Mercy
Ben Harper, Joseph Arthur, Dhani Harrsion
Fistful of Mercy

Live

West Seattle scene: Fistful of Mercy a traffic-stopper at Easy Street

Source for below

Earlier this week, we introduced you to Fistful Of Mercy, a brand new super group consisting of Ben Harper, Dhani Harrison, and Joseph Arthur. However, other than the names of the parties involved, we didn’t any other details, such as what the band had planned or even what they sounded like. Hell, if you didn’t know who was involved and only saw the band’s name, you’d probably think we were talking about someone on this year’s Warped Tour bill.

Well, the trio made their debut performance on Tuesday in Los Angeles, which was then broadcast on KCRW yesterday. You can find video from both events below. As you’ll see, Fistful Of Mercy are anything but a death metal band. In fact, it’s pretty evident why Pop & Hiss described them as “a quirkier take on the Crosby, Stills and Nash model,” who collide “folk, blues, eccentric pop and gorgeous three-part vocal harmonies.”

So when can we expect to hear more from Fistful Of Mercy? According to Pop & Hiss, the trio’s debut LP, titled As I Call You Down, will arrive on October 5th via Harrison’s Hot Records West label. There’s no word yet on additional touring, but we have to assume more dates will be coming.

As mentioned, you can watch the band performing three cuts below. A full stream of the KCRW broadcast is available here.

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Clicking post title will take you to Cherokee Morning Song


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Saturday, October 24, 2009

SOME LEAVE BEHIND THEIR ESSENCE FOR US AND IT IS BEAUTIFUL ~ FOR HEATH


A spirit that stays in our heart long after
the mortal body has left us

has a hold on us that only the depth of our feelings
knows.

Words are inadequate, although we try.

I cannot explain it.


I hadn't seen a Heath Ledger movie until after
he passed away.

And now I have. And now I am sad.


Watching the videos of his daughter last night,
I felt my heart sink into my body.

The weight was strong.
The tears coming up with no warning, surprised me.

I pushed hard against them.

Why I cry over someone I had nothing but
distant observance of

is a mystery.

It is just that I feel a connection to life through him ~

I don't know why and it doesn't matter

I don't have to have a reason.

Here is to the connection that is welcome
and enriches me

as SPIRIT of LIFE never dies.
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Heath Ledger ~ Gone Too Soon
Uploaded and text by lucierose04
"Tribute to an unforgettable actor and an unforgettable man. He's now the most beautiful angel."

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Matilda Rose Ledger ~ October 28, 2009 ~ 4th Birthday
Born October 28, 2005
Uploaded by mpires2009
Heath asked his friend Ben Harper to write this song as a lullaby for his beautiful Matilda. It's called "Happy Ever After In Your Eyes"

A Look Back at Heath Ledger as a Father

Vogue October 2009 ~Michelle Williams


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Happy Ever After Is In Your Eyes
written by Ben Harper at Heath Ledger's request for Matilda Rose Ledger


Lyrics

The morning sunrise spread her wings
While the moon hung in the sky
Held the sea in your hands
And happy ever after in your eyes

Couldn't leave you to go to heaven
I carry you in my smile
For the first time my true reflection i see
Happy ever after in your eyes

Every star in the night
Promises the dawn
I will be there if you fall
To ever so heavily rest upon

All that I can give you
Is forever yours to keep
Wake up every day with a dream
And happy ever after in your eyes

Happy ever after is in your eyes

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Click this post's title for song Here Comes the Sun
Text with this video by the poster, alexg1985:

Heath Ledger ~ His Favorite Song


"The body of Heath Ledger was cremated in Australia on Saturday and his remains were laid to rest.

Michelle Williams read Shakespeare at the service and some of Ledger's favorite songs were played, including the Beatles' Here Comes the Sun.

After the service, mourners gathered at a beach side restaurant and many, including Williams, went fully clothed into the ocean as they watched the sunset."

A another video from my Heath
Favorites playlist at youtube

Dedication to Heath at We are the Masses

Sweet Heath Ledger and his dog


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Sunday, July 26, 2009

THREE MUSIC VIDEOS DIRECTED BY HEATH LEDGER

SEE BELOW FOR LINKS
TO THE THREE MUSIC VIDEOS

DIRECTED BY HEATH LEDGER


If you are a Heath Ledge fan, these are not to be missed.


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Paws
Heath is 18 years old here, if my math is correct
Uploaded by heath19791969

Heath had a very brief role in Paws (1997). Paws was a film which existed solely to cash in on guitar prodigy Nathan Cavaleri's brief moment of fame, where he was the hottest thing in Australia. Heath played a student in the film, involved in a stage production of a Shakespeare play, in which he played "Oberon".
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I linked to a version of this video of Heath Ledger from the Masses - a company he started with friends. But that was a youtube link. This link is to the Masses website where they pay tribute to Heath with the video and it is better quality. Plus don't miss the three music videos that Heath directed. All links are here...


This is what is written with the movie at the Masses website:

The three music videos at the Masses website
which lists Heath as Director and/or Cinematographer

Nfa Cause N Effect

www.wearethemasses.com/videos/nfa-cause-n-effect
Heath Ledger: Director and Cinematographer

Nfa Seduction is Evil
www.wearethemasses.com/videos/nfa-seduction-evil
Heath Ledger: Director

Ben Harper's Morning Yearning

www.wearethemasses.com/videos/ben-harper-morning-yearning
Heath Ledger: Director

The homepage of The Masses: www.wearethemasses.com

The entire selection of music videos can be found here:
www.wearethemasses.com/musicvideos

The Mission of The Masses

The Masses is a collaboration of directors and artists united by a passion for music and driven by unique and diverse cinematic visions. Our goal is to connect with the audience, inspire the crowd, and function as a factory of ideas without losing the ideal. Within the intersection of art and commerce, we find the message and deliver it to the masses by the most powerful, visionary and authentic means possible, be it film, music, advertising, or multi-platform content.

We are all connected. We, the consumers. We, the creators. The Masses creates for the fundamental spirit in all of us.

Heath Ledger's Final Days Among the Masses

L.A. Art Collective Struggles to Go On After Actor's Death

By Randall Roberts

Published on July 09, 2008 at 7:22 p.m.


In the summer of 2008, the LA Weekly devoted its cover and feature space to an extended work on the Masses, tracing the collective's history, philosophy, and craft. The piece carries us on a bus filled with Masses members down Interstate 10 through Phoenix, Tuscon and El Paso on a journey to West Texas, where the Marfa Film Festival had invited us to screen our creations. The feature, written by Randall Roberts, offers a history of the Masses, addresses our philosophy backgrounds, and traces the peaks and valleys in the never ending quest of a creative ideal.


Read all ten pages of the article:
www.laweekly.com/2008-07-10/film-tv/port-in-the-storm

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Heath Ledger

Date of Death:
22 January 2008, Manhattan, New York City, New York, USA more

Films with Heath
  1. The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus (2009) .... Tony
    ... aka L'Imaginarium du Docteur Parnassus (France)
  2. The Dark Knight (2008) .... Joker
    ... aka Batman: The Dark Knight (USA: informal title)
    ... aka The Dark Knight: The IMAX Experience (USA: IMAX version)
  3. I'm Not There. (2007) .... Robbie
    ... aka I'm Not There (Germany) (USA: poster title)
  4. Candy (2006) .... Dan
  5. Casanova (2005) .... Casanova
    ... aka Femur (Philippines: English title)
  6. Brokeback Mountain (2005) .... Ennis Del Mar
    ... aka Souvenirs de Brokeback Mountain (Canada: French title)
  7. The Brothers Grimm (2005) .... Jacob Grimm
  8. Lords of Dogtown (2005) .... Skip
    ... aka American Knights (Philippines: English title)
    ... aka Dogtown Boys (Germany)
  9. The Order (2003) .... Alex Bernier
    ... aka The Sin Eater (Australia) (Singapore: English title) (UK) (USA: working title)
    ... aka Sin Eater - Die Seele des Bösen (Germany)
  10. Ned Kelly (2003) .... Ned Kelly
    ... aka Ned Kelly: Public Enemy No. 1 (Philippines: English title: poster title)
  11. The Four Feathers (2002) .... Harry Feversham
  12. Monster's Ball (2001) .... Sonny Grotowski
    ... aka Le bal du monstre (Canada: French title)
  13. A Knight's Tale (2001) .... William
  14. The Patriot (2000) .... Gabriel Martin
    ... aka Der Patriot (Germany)
  15. "Roar" .... Conor (13 episodes, 1997-2000)
    - Sweet Bridget (2000) TV episode .... Conor
    - The Cage (2000) TV episode .... Conor
    - Daybreak (2000) TV episode .... Conor
    - Traps (2000) TV episode .... Conor
    - Tash (2000) TV episode .... Conor
    (8 more)

  16. Two Hands (1999) .... Jimmy
  17. 10 Things I Hate About You (1999) .... Patrick Verona
  18. "Home and Away" (1988) TV series .... Scott Irwin (unknown episodes, 1997)
  19. Paws (1997) .... Oberon
  20. Blackrock (1997) .... Toby
  21. "Sweat" .... Snowy Bowles (26 episodes, 1996)
    - Episode #1.26 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
    - Episode #1.25 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
    - Episode #1.24 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
    - Episode #1.23 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
    - Episode #1.22 (1996) TV episode .... Snowy Bowles
    (21 more)
  22. "Ship to Shore" .... Cyclist (2 episodes, 1993-1994)
    - Stranger Than Fiction (1994) TV episode
    - Worthy Opponents: Part 2 (1993) TV episode .... Cyclist
  23. Clowning Around (1992) (uncredited) .... Orphan Clown
Source:
www.imdb.com/name


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Monday, July 20, 2009

HEATH ~ THIS WORLD WAS NEVER MEANT FOR ONE AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU


Heath in I'm Not There

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Video of Morning Yearning by Ben Harper
Video directed by Heath Ledger
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Heath is proof that we are connected by the Spirit of Life.
His spirit was bright and continues to shine in our souls.

"Morning Yearning"

A finger's touch upon my lips
It's a morning yearning
Pull the curtains shut, try to keep it dark
But the sun is burning

The world awakens on the run
And will soon be earning
With hopes of better days to come
It's a morning yearning

Another day, another chance to get it right
Must I still be learning
Baby crying kept us up all night
With her morning yearning

Like a summer rose, I'm a victim of the fall
But I'm soon returning
Your love' s the warmest place the sun ever shines
My morning yearning.

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Michelle Williams speaking of her former partner, Heath Ledger:

His family and I watch Matilda as she whispers to trees,
hugs animals,
and takes steps two at a time,
and we know that he is with us still.

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Matilda Rose Ledger
Matilda's Song
Uploaded by
AshleeRBradley
Text from poster's Youtube page sidebar:
This is a tribute to Heath Ledger & the two great loves of his life, Michelle & especially Matilda Rose. Heath asked his friend Ben Harper to write this song as a lullaby for his beautiful Matilda. It's called Happy Ever After In Your Eyes


"Happy Everafter In Your Eyes"

The morning sunrise spread her wings
While the moon hung in the sky
Held the sea in your hands
And happy everafter in your eyes

Couldn't leave you to go to heaven
I carry you in my smile
For the first time my true reflection i see
Happy everafter in your eyes

Every star in the night
Promises the dawn
I will be there if you fall
To ever so heavily rest upon

All that i can give you
Is forever yours to keep
Wake up every day with a dream
And happyever after in your eyes

Happy everafter is in your eyes.


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Here Comes the Sun - A favorite song of
Heath Ledger

Uploaded by alexg1985
Text at the poster's sidebar at Youtube:
The body of Heath Ledger was cremated in Australia on Saturday and his remains were laid to rest.

Michelle Williams read Shakespeare at the service and some of Ledger's favorite songs were played, including the Beatles' Here Comes the Sun.

After the service, mourners gathered at a beach side restaurant and many, including Williams, went fully clothed into the ocean as they watched the sunset.


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You Take My Breath Away
(different song than in the video just below)

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Tribute
Uploaded by MrsLauraLedger

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Although I believe Heath didn't kill himself intentionally, I find some of the words in this song ~ Vincent ~ cause me to think of Heath. All I have is my feelings from my reading various things about Heath. I can believe that he was shy as I read and I can believe he was in despair over his break-up with Michelle and not being able to see his beloved daughter, Matilda Rose Ledger near the end of his life. It is too bad that he had too many conflicting prescribed medications that were lethal. When we are young and going through the loss of love in our lives, we don't always think clearly.
Uploaded by MrAdamBurns

Lyrics

Vincent

Starry, starry night

paint your palette blue and grey

look out on a summer's day with eyes that know the darkness in my soul.
Shadows on the hills
sketch the trees and the daffodils

catch the breeze and the winter chills

in colors on the snowy linen land.
And now I understand what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they did not know how

perhaps they'll listen now.

Starry, starry night
flaming flowers that brightly blaze

swirling clouds in violet haze reflect in
Vincent's eyes of China blue.

Colors changing hue
morning fields of amber grain
weathered faces lined in pain
are soothed beneath the artist's loving hand.

And now I understand
what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity

how you tried to set them free.
perhaps they'll listen now.

For they could not love you

but still your love was true

and when no hope was left in sight on that
starry, starry night.
You took your life
as lovers often do;

But I could have told you
Vincent
this world was never meant for one as beautiful as you.

Starry, starry night
portraits hung in empty halls

frameless heads on nameless walls
with eyes
that watch the world and can't forget.
Like the stranger that you've met

the ragged men in ragged clothes

the silver thorn of bloody rose
lie crushed and broken
on the virgin snow.

And now I think I know
what you tried to say to me

how you suffered for your sanity
how you tried to set them free.
They would not listen
they're not
list'ning still
perhaps they never will.


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