WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME?

Everybody can be great... because anybody can serve. You don't have to have a college degree to serve. You don't have to make your subject and verb agree to serve. You only need a heart full of grace. A soul generated by love. Martin Luther King, Jr.

NO ONE ELSE BUT ME - is that the core of how we live our daily lives, that our own existence is all that matters? What do those in your life require of you? What keeps you from yourself? What gets in the way of feeling your feelings? What do you want to feel? Does it matter? Does it matter how you treat others? These are just words. Just questions...

Why care? I want to believe that I am one who cares not only for myself but for the quality of life of others.

I know people in my own experience who pretend to be compassionate, good and caring people but they only care about themselves and no one else. The desired image of who they are, though, is at odds with how they behave. They are willing to sacrifice their own children to save their own egos. It is hard to believe. But there it is. Too real and blatant to dismiss.

The truth is caring about not only our own needs but others is the grace that I believe is our best opportunity to free us from the chains of self emotional strangulation. Giving kindness to others does not take anything worthy from us.

Kindness helps promote kindness in others. I am sure that is true. When someone is unkind to me I feel hurt. It affects me. When someone is kind or in a good mood, I am also affected. I feel better. I have heard it claimed that studies have shown our bodies release endorphins when we show an act of kindness and with that same act of kindness, endorphins are released as well in not only the recipient, but those who observe the kindness, too. Even if this weren't true, what would it matter?

When I am in the presence of mean-spirited behavior, it doesn't feel good. When I am anything but hopeful, kind or tactfully truthful, I feel off-balance. If I act ugly, I feel ugly. And personally, I don't want to feel that way. It is not a pleasing feeling.

We can choose to be kind. Or not. The goal to feel powerful seduces many into thinking that belittling others will make themselves feel more powerful.

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Caring about something outside our own personal lives would promote a healthier, more balanced life. A step toward justice, freedom as a right for each human and truth as the foundation to ...well, everything.

I can't solve the world's problems or love everyone personally. But I can do something.

I have chosen the End of Genocide as my main issue to consistently address. Not the only concern, but I remain focused on it more than any other.

Here is my most recent Letter to the Editor of my local newspaper, The Newport Daily News.
Enlarge it by clicking on it.

Sudanese President Omar al-Bashir: The Record Speaks for Itself

The U.N. Security Councl on Darfur ~ Irresolution

If you choose to do something:

1-800-GENOCIDE

www.savedarfur.org

Kindness as a Way to Live:

The Value of Kindness and Practical Reasons to Be a Nicer Person

Master the Art_ of Loving Simply

Why Teach Kids to Care

Inspirational and Kindness quotes

From what we get, we can make a living; what we give, however, makes a life.
Arthur Ashe, American Tennis Player, Activist

PROVIDENCE OLYMPIC TORCH RELAY ON BEHALF OF DARFUR AND SPEAKING TO CHINA

I DID SOMETHING I HAVE NEVER DONE BEFORE AND IS WAY OUTSIDE THE BOX OF MY COMFORTABILITY RANGE. I organized for the DREAM FOR DARFUR campaign a Torch Relay and Ceremony for my state of Rhode Island. As an activist for the people of Darfur, I want the slaughter, maiming, raping, starving, terrorizing them, the burning of their villages to end. I want the human beings on the planet who have freedoms to stand up and speak out and pressure those who have the leverage to influence Sudan to stop the genocide on the Darfuri people. Edwin Mutanguha, left, from Rwanda, passes a torch to his brother Edward Mutanguha, both freshman at Salve Regina University, on the steps of the Statehouse in Providence, R.I., during the symbolic 'Dream for Darfur Olympic Torch Relay', Saturday, Oct. 27, 2007. Rhode Island Darfur activists held the Providence leg of the torch relay which will happen in combination with 60 torch relays across the United States. A peace conference in Libya is part of an international effort to try to end over four years of fighting that have killed more than 200,000 people in Sudan's western region of Darfur. (AP Photo/Stew Milne)

Murakoze Edward and Edwin!

On the right in the back is Channel 12 news who interviewed Edwin Mutanguha.
I missed our event on television Saturday night and all day Sunday
when I hear it aired repeatedly.

Walking up the South Side of the Rhode Island Statehouse

The Providence leg of the symbolic Olympic Torch Relay took place last Saturday, October 27, 2007 - the same day that Libyan leader, Moammar Gadhafi, had so-called Peace Talks in Sirte, Libya for the Darfur situation. Call me a cynic, but I don't have faith in Moammar Gadhafi. And I have no faith in Sudanese President Omar al-Bashir who "says" there will be a cease-fire. I don't know how he can say there will be a cease-fire on his government's behalf, because he has always claimed that they weren't "firing" any weapons. How do you stop what you aren't doing?


Our Torch Relay event was a part of the on-going symbolic Dream for Darfur Olympic Torch Relay that is currently traveling to more than 60 cities across the United States, as well as the international Torch Relays that have already taken place and will take place before the Beijing, China Olympics open next summer.

Edward Mutanguha leading us around the Rhode Island Statehouse to the north side for the Ceremony on the plaza side.

In the summer of 2008, athletes from around the world will be competing at the XXIX Olympics in Beijing, China. The theme of these games – "One World, One Dream". But the world is asking: Can the Olympic Games truly stand for "One World, One Dream" while China is underwriting the genocide in the Darfur region of Sudan? China buys more than $2 billion worth of oil from Sudan. The Khartoum regime has used much of its oil wealth to commit mass atrocities in Darfur, including arming militias that are attacking villages. In addition to being empowered by an influential voice on the United Nations Security Council, China continues to import 70% of Sudan’s oil. With those funds Sudan purchases weapons from China, which are used to commit genocide on the people of Darfur.

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From Our Providence Torch Relay's Torch Lighting at Waterplace Park
What Was Said...

We meet here to stand with the people of Darfur. We honor the Darfuri families, who live with injustice with every breath they take. Instead of participating in and watching the Olympics of Beijing, China next summer, they will be living under a tree, piece of plastic or makeshift shelter. After a moment of silence - we will walk the unlit symbolic Olympic torch to the front of the Fidelity Office where we will light it. (Fidelity Investment Company takes American citizens' mutual funds and invests in Chinese oil companies, PetroChina and Sinopec, in Sudan - thereby funding the genocide with USA citizens money.) The gong will be struck 8 times to signify the beginning of our Torch Relay on behalf of the Darfur people, who should be included in the Beijing, China Olympics, whose chosen theme is ONE WORLD, ONE DREAM. The number 8, Chinese number, ba, is considered the luckiest number. It is no coincidence that the Summer Olympics in Beijing will open on 8/ 8/08 at 8:00 p.m. While our symbolic Olympic torch was lit, the three statements were said in unity:

€ This flame honors those who have been lost and those who suffer.
€ This flame celebrates the courage of those who have survived.
€ This flame symbolizes the hope we share for an end to the violence in Darfur and an end to genocide everywhere.”

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This ceremony today is a way to address the Darfur crisis – a way to demand that international community takes action now. We choose this Torch Relay as opportunity to tap into the ideals of the Olympics, but also to call on the host of the 2008 Olympics, the government of China, to do more to help end the genocide. Your presence today shows your concern for Darfur – those gathered here are acting in ways our leaders should, but have not. Today, we gather to call on China to take immediate and urgent action on Darfur. All of us here - and joined by activists around the country, and the world - are part of a growing anti-genocide movement – a powerful civil-society force that is working to address the Darfur crisis, and to be powerful and informed enough to address genocide anywhere as unacceptable. There are 60 Torch Relays in 60 cities taking place in the United States over a few months time.

Edward Mutanguha

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While I have been thinking about this day, I remembered when my father invited an Olympic track star to speak at our high school’s annual athletic banquet. I grew up in Indiana and my father was a high school teacher and coach. This track star was the son of a sharecropper and the grandson of a slave. He also was the first American in the history of Olympic Track and Field to win four gold medals in a single Olympics. The story of Jesse Owens is relevant to today’s Torch Relay event. The year that Mr. Owens became world famous was in 1936 at the Berlin Olympics, that are also known as the Hitler Olympics. It is worth noting that on March 22, 1933, the first extermination camp was opened in Dachau, Germany and began its ugly business of committing crimes against humanity that later was called – genocide. So at the same time that the death camps were operating, people and Hitler were sitting in the stands watching the Olympian athletes in Berlin compete. The Olympic Torch Relay as we know it today was actually introduced at the very Olympic games in Berlin in 1936.

Today, the Official Website of the Beijing Torch Relay states “The Olympic Flame is the highest symbol of the Olympic spirit. The Olympic Torch Relay is a celebration of human peace and friendship. Under the guidance of International Olympic Committte, Beijing is working closely with the relay cities around the world, widely promoting the theme of ‘One World, One Dream,’ upholding the torch relay concept that is ‘a journey of harmony’ to make the Beijing Olympic Torch Relay a complete success.”

I dare to say - that complete success is not possible, if the “journey of harmony” is soiled by the lack of extending the theme “One World, One Dream” to Darfur. China needs to use its influence with Sudanese President, Omar al-Bashir, to help bring the genocide to an end.

While the Olympics’ host country has the world’s eyes on it, we ask the 2008 Olympic theme to not exclude the Darfuri people, but to include the Darfur people. While it sits on the UN Security Council, China supports the Sudanese government…the government who has been coordinating the genocide in Darfur with the janjaweed for over four and half years with weapons purchased from China. Darfur is a part of the world and needs the Olympic dream desperately.

Like the irony of the Berlin games in 1936, the 2008 Beijing games will have its own irony if China ignores its role in the Darfur genocide.

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Three Things to do were given to the crowd:

1. The current bill in the Senate – SUDAN ACCOUNTABILITY & DIVESTMENT ACT – referred to as S-A-D-A, SADA, must be passed over any Presidential veto. The House sister bill passed 418 to 1. You can help and ask our Senators to sponsor this bill by calling 1 – 800 – GENOCIDE. “We the People” have power that needs to be utilized.

2. Learn about divestment by going to www.Sudandivestment.org or www.investorsagainstgenocide.org

3. Go to www.dreamfordarfur.org to the the “Take Action” page and sign the petition to the International Olympic Committee .

Use Your Voice for people who presently have no voice. Let us not be defined with our inaction or lack of speaking up when the right thing to do is to speak up and until we are understood. Genocide Stops With Us.

We thank you so much for attending the Olympic Dream for Darfur Providence Torch Relay. We use this torch relay to highlight the ideals of the Olympics, while calling on the host of the 2008 Olympics, the government of China, to do more to help end the genocide in Darfur. As you can see, you are part of something powerful and important. We stand here today and call for an end to the Darfur crisis. We know Americans want to help the people of Darfur, and participating in our relay and taking our actions is an important way to do this.

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Submitted for www.savedarfur.org website:

“Injustice anywhere is a threat to justice everywhere,” (Dr. Martin Luther King Jr.) were the words that began the day.

On October 27, The Providence, Rhode Island Dream for Darfur Torch Relay and Ceremony was welcomed by student and community activists, in spite of the forecast for rain. In Rhode Island’s first opportunity to come together and stand united with people around the world, the message was for the Beijing Olympics theme of “One World, One Dream” to include Darfur in The Dream.

Lighting the torch at the Fidelity Investment Company door, a symbolic Darfur family, the Mays, began the relay after the 50 gathered people cited three statements of solidarity for the Darfur people and 8 gong strikes – the Chinese lucky number - by ten-year old Sara Mays. At the RI Statehouse lawn, Edwin Mutanguha carried the torch up the hillside of steps handing the torch to his twin brother, Edward Mutanguha. Edward carried the torch to the stage at the Statehouse plaza to the song of “Miyela Africa” where the crowd grew to 180. The t-shirts worn by the crowd stated “I CARRY THE TORCH FOR DARFUR”.

Speakers included U.S. RI Representative James Langevin, Providence Mayor David Cicilline, Mindy Wachtenheim, Board of Director member of the Holocaust Education and Resource Center in Providence, Rhode Island, Scott Warren, Executive Director of STAND and Sandra Hammel, the Providence organizer. Keynote speakers were twin nineteen year old Rwandans, Edward and Edwin Mutanguha, freshmen at Salve Regina University in Newport.

Edward and Edwin shared their personal stories of their life with genocide. The attendees were leaning in listening to both young men tell us their perspectives of living as refugees for 7 years: speaking to a man who had his arm chopped off to keep his head from being severed in Rwanda’s genocide, being told by the elementary school principal not to eat fish in the river because their countrypeople’s bodies were floating down it in 1994, feeling uneasy and unwelcome living as a refugee. Edwin said, “Today I stand in front of you as a student, a fellow human being and a responsible citizen of the world. Today, we are all uniting for a common cause, all from different backgrounds, but with one thing in mind, to be responsible for each other and be conscious of what is going on around us. Our world is becoming a global village and it is no longer possible for us to live obliviously and inconsiderately.”

Edward spoke from his heart “I would like to remind everybody about something that you have that the rest of the world envies; your FREEDOM. With this freedom, comes rights. I urge you to use your rights as citizens of a free nation to help the people of Darfur obtain their freedom and their right to live.”

The Mutanguha young men’s wish is for people to know what is happening to the Darfur people and to do what it takes to stop the genocide. Edwin asked “Let us do all that is in our power to ensure… a beacon of light. I implore you to change the message that we are sending to our brothers and sisters in Sudan. Let’s change ‘Never Again’ to ‘Not Now, Not Ever; Not On Our Watch!’”

Edward and Edwin brought their classmates from Salve University

Applause broke out when Sandra Hammel said "'Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter.' We are here to say we are not silent about Darfur." (Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.)

Music was provided by the RI Darfur Ensemble, including “A Prayer for Africa” in Swahili, African instruments accompanied “Kwaheri”, also in Swahili. “One Voice” with Darfur lyrics infused and the inspiring song, “Stand Up for Love”.


Attendees signed the Dream for Darfur Petition to the International Olympic Committee to tell the IOC: “Bring the Olympic Dream to the People of Darfur”.

Edward Mutanguha signing the Rhode Island screen to be forwarded to Washington, D.C. for the December 10th Olympic Torch Relay on Human Rights Day.

We got media coverage from the following places. I have removed the links as they no longer take you to the relevant article.

Libya on Yahoo! News Photos

Newport This Week

Newport Daily Newspaper

CBS local station, Channel 12 aired a news clip October 27 and 28.

A Providence Dream for Darfur Torch Relay video will be uploaded at Youtube.

Murabeho.

HOW DO WE GET DARFUR IN THE NEWS? THERE'S A GENOCIDE GOING ON

The Press is Letting Us Down

How do we get the media to report news that deserves reporting, but isn't getting its due?

Genocide should be covered. If the free press reported real news, instead of bubble-gum, empty-headed gossip-quality news, then maybe the people that I meet might know that genocide is off-the-charts unacceptable and that Darfur is not a disease, but a region in the country of Sudan on the continent of Africa.

My Letter to the Editor published in our local weekly newspaper:

Newport This Week

Dear Editor,

The wife’s poster read “Genocide is a Shame to Mankind”. The husband’s poster read “Schindler’s List, The Killing Fields, Hotel Rwanda – Darfur 2006. 400,000 Murdered and Counting – DON’T WAIT FOR THE MOVIE” at the April 2006 Save Darfur rally in Washington, D.C. But there are already movies about Darfur, for example, Darfur Diaries, The Devil Came On Horseback and with a November release, Darfur Now.

February 2003, fighting broke out in the Darfur region of western Sudan between Government forces and two groups of rebels. March 2004, the UN declared Darfur the worst humanitarian crisis in the world. July 22, 2004, the U.S. Congress unanimously recognized the crisis as genocide. September 2004, the World Health Organization announced that between 6,000 and 10,000 refugees were dying each month and President Bush called the crisis a “genocide”. It is 4 years and 8 months since the outbreak and still there has been no real effective action or diplomacy that has stopped the worsening of the crisis. China has been in the business of supporting Sudanese President Omar al-Bashir in order to obtain Sudan’s oil and selling weapons for the Sudanese military. Seventy per cent of Sudan’s budget is spent on the military which in turn is used against the unarmed Darfuri families. China is the most influential nation with Sudan and enables the Sudanese government to perpetrate genocide in Darfur. As Beijing prepares to host the 2008 Olympics, national and international activists are currently doing symbolic Olympic Torch Relays in 60 cities in the U.S., as well as near Darfur, in bordering Chad, in Rwanda, Armenia, Germany, Bosnia, Cambodia and Hong Kong. Rhode Island’s Torch Relay will take place in Providence, October 27 at 3:00 p.m. starting at Waterplace Park. Using the Olympic symbol of the Torch Relay activists are highlighting Beijing’s Olympic theme of “One World, One Dream” and asking China to help bring the Olympic dream to Darfur. China has already shown some action as a result of this on-going campaign.

Two brothers, who are Freshmen at Salve Regina University, are the keynote speakers for the Providence Torch Relay Ceremony. Edward and Edwin Mutanguha are Rwandan citizens and have personal stories about their experience with genocide. I met them as a result of posting a flyer on Salve’s campus about the Torch Relay and Edward contacted me after spotting it. Both of these young men are impressive. They are willing to do anything that it takes to educate others about what genocide means to have lived through life with genocide and come out the other side of it. As Edward said to me “genocide is a man-made problem and that means we can change it.”

As a part of the Ceremony which will follow the Torch Relay at the Rhode Island State House, speakers will include U.S. RI Representative James Langevin, Providence Mayor David Cicilline, Mindy Wachtenhein and STAND national director Scott Warren. Music will be by Rhode Island high school and college students of the RI Darfur Ensemble and Salve Regina freshman, singer and composer, Ryan Hurley of Barrington.

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My Letter to the Editor published in our local daily newspaper:

The Newport Daily News

Dear Editor:

Recently, someone innocently asked me if Darfur was a disease and another asked what genocide is. It takes courage to ask questions when you could hide what you don’t know. Darfur is a western region in the country of Sudan. And since 1944, the word genocide refers to violent crimes committed against a group of people with the intent to destroy the existence of the group.

Genocide is just a word. But what it stands for is a man-made disaster. And it continues like any ongoing bad behavior that is allowed with impunity. There are always key players who have specific leverage to intervene and find ways to end what can be ended - because if it is man-made, it can change. The four and a half years of hell on earth in Darfur and for the resulting refugees continue with the world’s political leaders knowing what is going on and doing little to make a difference. The Darfuri families just want to go home, even though their homes have been burned down.

One of the major countries which has significant leverage to influence the Sudanese government to be proactive to end the ongoing humanitarian crisis in Darfur is China. What can we personally do to make a difference? October 27 there will be an opportunity to shine a light on China’s link to the Darfur families’ crisis. People of Rhode Island can use their presence at a symbolic Dream for Darfur Olympic Torch Relay in Providence starting at Waterplace Park and culminating on the grounds of the RI Capitol building to make a statement. The summer Olympics theme is ONE WORLD, ONE DREAM. To leave Darfur out of this Olympic “world dream” would be hypocritical.

The Relay campaign aims to urge China – as Sudan’s chief diplomatic sponsor, major weapons provider, and largest investor and trade partner; and as host of the 2008 Summer Olympics – to use its unique position to lead the world in bringing an end to the ongoing violence and suffering in Darfur. Chinese oil companies are in Sudan and 70 % the money made by selling the Sudanese oil to China goes to Sudan’s military, which in turn is used on the Darfuri people.

If China desires to use the Beijing Olympics to mark its ascension as a world power, they must also assume the responsibility that goes with the position. Instead of continuing to bankroll the genocidal regime in Khartoum, China could make genocide history and focus its energy on bringing the Olympic Dream to Darfur.